Hey, I know we had our  problems but you were like a brother to me

I'd give anything in this world to take back what I said to you the night you died, I've felt like shit all these years, waking up everyday knowing that i said the things I did, I...had every intention of apologizing but you didnt make it home...It's crazy without you around....I'm sorry.....

 

Dude gah I can't believe this,I deal with these signs everyday, I'm so fuckin pissed at myself for not catching on to them..I knew they were there..I'll never forgive myself for looking over them..I feel like I let you down,it's like i had your life at my fingertips and I just ....i dont know,I couldn't reach far enough to catch it.....This shouldn't have happened...I swear sometimes i hear you calling my name,for that split second everything is fine just like old times and then i realize it's all just in my head...Dude I'm sooo fuckin sorry

Hey baby girl,you know it wasnt supposed to be this way,

you should be here right now,I was so pissed off at God for

doing this, I miss you  more everyday actually..I've never gotten over this. Things are pretty screwed up down here,

I need your help, somedays i dont even feel like fighting anymore,and it kills me knowing that I'll never be able to hug or kiss you, or hear your voice, or stare into your eyes..none of that..I love you Haley with all I've got

No matter where you are you're still my Baby Angel